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Saturday, March 17, 2018

on traveling three states in one day



red dirt rivals red hot sun in Palo Duro.
Earth paints its own sunsets
on rocky drops, burrowing,
deeper, towards the core.
Texas rejects the sun.
gathers its own heat from dirt
turned to dust that coats my soles
and soul.
this land is a star in itself,
sees no need for that which is not its own.
pride keeps bluebonnets thirsty
keeps the Devils River cracked
keeps Gulf Coasts drowning.
this place
must have discovered
the secret
to the fire girl
in the sky
for it takes
an eternity
to
escape.


colors burn beneath the smoldering kiss
of a sun this undiscovered country allows
to intertwine silver rays with
dried golden hairs on the top
of volcanos
and with trails of liquid fire.
Capulin and his siblings seek warmth
not provided by flat earth policy;
they, their empty-eyed allies,
and soft-petaled plants are the only ones
who have basked in the light
since before clocks.
we are foreigners. allotted a
moment to pause.
given time enough to catch
breath lost on the way up,
snag a few misty beams of sun,
and shed sound in silence before
the kin of the killer of Pompeii
invites us down
to where once again,
we can race through stand-
still time without
setting our lungs aflame.
it knows we know no better.
it ensures we move along our way.


the Rocky Mountains demand
that you cease your demands
of the world. it mutters:
you do not need that much oxygen;
you do not need as much space
as you wish to conquer;
you are not creators;
you are earth-art
and you move as the land commands.
The Valley of the dead and the wicked
ensnares moonshine and churches,
but there is nowhere to flee
save towards the sun.
mountains press tight,
press us towards pale gold
locks, and blonde arm hairs standing
on end.
on end enough to with newfound comfort
twist pinky fingers with the land
and promise to give us light,
life, in exchange for
the grant to settle within
uninhabited hilltops where she may,
after millennia,
witness the something within us
that sparks in our minds the delusion
that we may not need an eternal to
cultivate our souls.

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Daffodils (And Other Things She Allows)


Half the words that shine from her lips are false. 
They’re lies she uses to twist people 
around, make them think 
she likes them. 
Make them think she understands 
them, deeply, in ways they cannot
understand themselves. 

She doesn’t understand 
the world doesn’t always fall 
At her tipping of the globe that resides
in the old study, in the history hall
where she speaks of Friedrich Nietzsche 
In 
Every 
Lecture
Like she’s read Zarthusrtra. She 
Doesn’t even understand him
because she is, in her mind only,
The Ubermench who carefully grooms her sheep
— then, like the Savior 
Possessed by Wormwood
sends them to slaughter.

The ones she holds dear always hold her dearer.
She caresses, and she kisses their lips and scraped knees
But they’ll kiss her feet
And she will stand tall, looking down upon them from 
Atlas’s mountain
And when she says it is her duty to carry the world,
the ones she love,
who love her more than she loves them,
Beg to carry it for her.

And she allows it. 
She will not allow the world to spin without her. 

But she will not allow the world to crumble 
At her hand
At the hand of her enemies
(At her hand)
Crumble like the dust of time sparkling, fading, whisked away
in whispers croaked by the clockwork father.

Like those who love her,
she feels a duty to her art
because she feels a duty to her universe
To create.
To leave the earth with something it did not have before.
She will leave her memory earth
not to be known as one who shattered empires 
in order to craft her own, but 
Rather as one who buried her work with the grass of 
Her people. 

Her people, to whom she speaks 
with words like daffodils — not grocery store bouquets, 
but sun-kissed flowers all the same.
Her lips tremble
afraid that she will speak out of her turn
Of the sun.
Afraid she will mistakingly say the thing that will send them 
Careening to the center of the earth
as if by hiding from the heavens 
and reaching the iron core, they can 
Recenter themselves on their own axis. 

She cannot save them from all the way down there,
as much as she may wish she could;
she has no duty to those who feel no duty to their art.
She has a duty to the stars
For she has sacrificed her mind and soul to the muses
so that they may inspire the universe
and give humanity a poem 
For which it is worth surviving.